Bella Thorne Opens Up About Being Molested Her ‘Whole Life’

Bella Thorne opened up about her experience with sexual abuse in her new book “The Life Of A Wannabe Mogul.”

In the book, Thorne, 21, shared a poem detailing her insecurities that come from things she experienced in her childhood, according to a report published Wednesday by Page Six.

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Pride I wish I wasn’t in a box I wish they would Let me fly I wish they could see how beautiful all the colors are up here in the sky. The big and shiny and bright ones, their all the things I love. I wish they could feel the radiance that exudes thru me from being my most self. I guess I didn’t think this thru Why they wouldn’t love me.. or you? I wish they could understand why me and not she or he or them. That this is my decision of who I am. I wish they could see me With a lidless box. I wish they could see me. Maybe not today or tomorrow Maybe when they do time will stop And then I’ll be free of this disgusting box. #thelifeofawannabemogul

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Thorne admitted she needs “validation from everyone but mostly men.” (RELATED: Bella Thorne Partners With Pornhub To Produce Her First Porno)

“And if it’s not him I just look for the ‘next’ him, or her Why can’t I just look for the next me?” Thorne wrote alongside a series of photos. “Find me and accept me. Was it because I was molested my whole life. Exposed to sex at such a young age it’s all I know how to offer to the world … or is it because I was raised to think I wasn’t good enough. Not good enough for her or anything else. But it doesn’t matter what happened to me.. What matters is whats happening to me right now.”

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Ur bitch never edits she refuses. And I feel so much prettier when I don’t do it. I’m not in my head about like how this or that looks better w a little help. That always made me feel worse so I put a ban on editing photos of me. Mags kinda didn’t like it at first but they got used to it and so did every Photgrapher I work with. So stick to your guns folks!! #thelifeofawannabemogul

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The former Disney Channel star said she doesn’t blame “anyone for anything,” but blames herself instead.

“All I can do is blame me,” Thorne wrote. “I blame me for not loving myself. I blame me for not thinking I’m attractive, I blame me for putting this on everyone around me.”